Its all about the way I think……..The thought patterns I have developed as a result of my childhood and the roles that I have fallen into. The need to be everything to everyone and neglecting my needs as a result. The lie that I have believed….”you need to be perfect”. My HUGE need for acknowledgement as a result of my low self esteem. My rejection of acknowledgement as a result of my low self esteem.
…..and finally…..the ability to separate my sh1t from thier sh1t.
I’m working at breaking the patterns I have had for so many years. Healing the child in me and letting the adult take over. Letting go and to a certain extent….not caring TOO MUCH.
Doing what I want for a change and not what I feel I have to do.