Four weeks until Embryo T!!!!
I have had a pretty emotional couple of weeks and I realized last week that ONE of the reasons is that I have not been looking after myself in any way. Especially emotionally! I have been very very teary and I think I’ve just been pushing myself too hard. I have worked most weekends, had too many early early mornings and it’s now enough!!! I am going to concentrate on being very still and very focused on me.
1. Many evenings pampering myself. Starting with facials, pedicures, manicures and lots of time snuggled up in bed.
2. Only seeing the people I want to see, when I want to see them. Mostly because I can’t handle another silly comment, and I feel that I need to protect myself.
3. I need to try and relax and focus. I have noticed how many times I look at my watch and how panicky I have become. Another reason for me to keep to myself.
4. I also need a plan now! I want the clinic to give me dates. I know ET is in the next four weeks, but I want specific dates within those weeks! This will give me something to focus on.
Deep breathes……one day at a time.