So I have an appointment at my clinic next week to discuss my FET. I really really want to do this, but I am so concerned about my timing. I keep going back and forth between just-do-it and be-safe-and-wait.

The stress surounding the business is my main concern. I know that there is never a good time to do these things and the business will always be a concern for me. However, at this particular moment now I am not even sure that there will be a business next year. Yes, it is that bad!!!

So let me say this, I’ll go an have my appointment with the clinic next week and go on the pill at the end of the month. After that I’m going with my gut.

My prayer at the moment is for god to make me feel comfortable with the timing I choose. I’m leaving this in his hands.