This pain is so new to me.

It takes my breath away even though I felt happy a minute ago.

It leaves me confused as I feel loss but I can’t explain what I have lost.

It’s lonely because it is so personal and specific.

It gushes out of you with no warning.

It squeezes your heart so so hard.

It makes you wan to scream even when you have no more voice left.

It’s making me mad because I just want it to go away.

It sneaks up on you when you least expect it and reduces you to tears.

It’s made me look at the world in a different way.

It’s like a stalker…….

Just leave me alone!