Urgh! Tick tock tick tock tick.

I really wish I could see what was going on in there.
The crap thing is that now I am on the fence. I am still optimistic, but with a touch of reality.
I know it could be a BFN, but when I think about that option I start to crumble inside. So I don’t want to think of it too much.

I have been considering the POAS option. But what if it is negative. I’m too scared……..
Maybe I will POAS on wednesday morning. Then I can have an idea of what to expect.

Anyway that is my moan for the day.
Better emerse myself in work to keep busy.