Did you know that I am doing an IVF?

Sometimes it just seems so unreal. I was looking at my calender a moment ago and I realised….TEN DAYS to ER. *Deep breath*

The thing about a donor cycle is that you spend most of your time waiting for information. So sometimes it seems like life just carry’s on.

You don’t have to go for scans everyday, or have injections everyday. It’s a very strange feeling. Like you are doing it….but you are not ACTUALLY doing it. Does that make any sense!?

You have absolutely no control over the situation, because you don’t influence the eggs. And once the embryo’s are put back all you can do is hope.

So no wonder I look at my calendar and get a fright when I realise it is nearly ER time. It’s real people!!!!!